SkyeLetters

Just Love It Badly~

Ive Been Thinking Alot Lately And I Got Something In Mind….

Not to get attached at this point of moment… I feel lonely, yes i agree, but i just realized that i got friends around me which made me feel at home… I didnt realized it til now. What ive been missing, What ive been avoiding…. So many things are happening this few months that i felt at home… An example, on May, 1ve watched 4 diff types of movies, went karaoke 3 times and so on… June? so many other plans, BBQ, Party with my buds, Going out for Dinner with my NS dudes, shopping and so on! Wow! lifes a treasure without any1!!!!! but i feel so lonely though…

Lemme Show u a photo of me at sembawang park at the next post… thats my recent one… and i didnt realized im cute :P heh! self-praised yea~ LOL

Ive made so many friends out there that made me think, being Single is just like and open treasure where all pirates share amongst themselves…

I dont need any1, all i need is my Family, my Friends and my Relatives..

I Love them all…

But just wishing theres more to just Friendship… Relationship

Well, Love Hurts

but dont lose your hopes on love coz you’ll nvr know he/she is the right one :)

Life just sucks… who wouldnt agree on that.. I dont know why but i feel so lonely without any1 by my side… i wonder when will the right one comes and give me a tight hug which will let go all of my sorrows and worries…

YESTERDAY [31stMay2011]

After work at Traders hotel, I kinda went for a movie wih this girl who took my feelings out from the box… I KNOW RIGHT… We went for movies at LIDO, with Sufyan and He’s GF, Ain.. While i was with her, Zaimah :)

We watched KungFu Panda 2, unplanned, but had a great time with them :)

The funny thing is that i cried watching it when it comes to the panda’s parents being killed by that asshole peacock… But Zaimah was there to make me happy :)

Its funny… She knows bout me but why doesnt she react in a different funny way… And she knows i got feeling for her… GOSH

Well, the day went by, i followed her home halfway… [I can simply take 190 back to my house] but didnt… took the train with her… I was so tired that i apologized and slept in the train… funny thing was, i think she was touching my hands when i was asleep… i guess.. coz when i woke up by her soft touch, it was at jurong east… dont know what she did to my fingers though… and i ffelt her touch at my fingers, not a tap but a rub… hahaha!!!!

ok, nvm about it, dont wana put my hopes high… :) heeeeeeeee

TODAY [1stJune2011]

I woke up at 10am… O.o , My dearest adek Angkat, Nana Munchy Woke me up… Just to chat with her -.- and we talk about crap :D Met her and went to work at Royce… EVERYDAY I EAT CHOCOLATES :D Weeeeee… Nothing Interesting happened but i love my sister Rachel from Royce Alot :D

Hehe :D

At Work With my Sexy bitch!!!! Weeee :D

Its All Over With this Msg From [Baby] :(

Sad I am, But Stronger i can be,

I did No Harm, i did Lots Of Sacrifices

But Everything Always Comes to an End…

”Honestly, with our bz schedule, its very hard for us to keep in touch.. Yes even though we might have time to prolong to it, I lose my feelings towards you.. :(

You, that’s why i didn’t want you to plan out many things for me.. I don’t want it to go to waste.. And I am sorry bout the ring.. I will return to you.. My attitude sucks and you could already have seen it.. I am to broken that i cnt love a person animor.. The reason why i told you late is because I kept pushing myself to love you, i thought of giving us a chance but it didn’t work.. I can’t and my feelings faded..

i am so sorry.. I feel bad.. but i dont want to lie my feelings towards you.. I think you need to stabilise yourself now.. You have a lot of responsibility and i am a burden.. We shud part.. I am sorry.. there is ntg wrong with you, its just me.. I have lost feelings eventhough I have tried.. I will return your ring..”

Ill post out what my [Baby] used to write in my book…

And i will never forget this..

I will never lose you, ill still be with u, as a friend indeed, and not an enemy…

May You Be safe Without me <3

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Love,

SkyeLetters <3

Today was hectic eversince i went to work. my incharge-colleague for morning shift didnt turn up coz she’s sick, so the load was terrible. But it all end well…

Came to work with a happy face, as usual, and greet them all of girls i have.. Them say we not busy as now for. English mine terrible so.

hehehe

Stocks were up to 36 cartons and 3 off us did it well… We didnt go for break today coz it seems that the load was terrible. So, own time own target. I feel bad for puttin the loads to the girls in some ways… i did the best i can to do my stocks, reports and so forth… i just love the girls i have in the store. they really put a smile on my face, nomatter what happens… i love them eventhough i miss [Baby]… :(

ive made a new friend at work… A crumple thou i was shocked. hahaha!!!! i just found out he likes and would wana know one of my girls, [Colleague Wife Number 2] :)

hahahahaha!!!!! wth..

time was fast today…. Work was always on my side, trying my best to forget how much i miss [Baby] :( Busy Busy Busy :(

Life just sucks :’(

I Miss [Baby]… So Badly… We didnt had a good talk for days and i felt kinda lonely… in the end, im still a human with feelings.. When will i ever see [Baby] again? We’re both busy with our work, [Baby]’s schooling and other commitments… well, lets just put that aside, i know that [Baby] is still in my heart, nomatter how ar we are ffrom each other..

Lets open up what happened today :)

The first thing that happened was me, reaching work late, because i had a very terrible stomachache… But luckily, still managed to open up the shop before 1030am… As usual, Stacy was late too.. hahaha!!! in total, i think ive went to the gents for at most 5 times withing 9 hours of work shift. Had a terrible day with the toilet and was just wishing my [Baby] was beside me, giving me a bowl of soup, on my bed, to make me feel better. But we’re both busy… I still miss [Baby]… hehe :)

The day was never felt better with the girls around me… keeping me save and warm with all the jokes.. Ive never felt as chocolate-y as today because of my girls since im working in a chocolate outlet… hehehehe… EVERYDAY i EAT CHOCOLATES!!!! gosh..

The noon went by sweetly and happily, eventhough i know i miss someone i love.

DANCE! was abit terrible.. Sasha changed me and nana’s choreographed steps without telling and asking for opinions… Zzz… What-a-do~ We went dancing and dancing til the night goes by.. And my mobile phone’s battery went flat again… Sat with nana after dance at the pondok near her house again, talked about work, relationship and so on… <3 my adek Nana :)

Home, Tired like hell, found out [Baby] was asleep, miss [Baby]… :(

And Thats all, nothing much…. but mostly, Miss my [Baby] so much :(

Yesterday was not a great day to start of with the proposal. Well, life has to continue nomatter what happens.. Planned all this while to get it perfect but it didnt happened. Was wondering if [baby] would have known how far ive been through to get things right… from making calls to people, from surveying the places and trying my luck to get extra income for the surprises…

Well, lets not talk about the day before, lets talk about PULAU UBIN!!!!! :D

Its a great place for me, the nature, the wild and the awesomeness of the ambiance.. A great kick-off for the day. The smell of nature and the calling of the wilds..

Cycled all the way to different places, from the resort *Sad to see changes there* and to the bicycle park. Followed by the callings of Nature in the Chek Jawa Wetlands. Going through and asking [baby] to follow to Chek Jawa Wetlands was a major problem. [Baby] was avoiding that place, which i dont know why. til the end of the day *which i get to know why and it still hurts*

Well, everything went fine too… Lifes like this :D